Today sucks for two reasons:

My camora broke! I'm sorry for those who do read these cause i said id get a pic on soon, but with my camora broke and that fact school is comeing to an end and i have to focus on it alot i wont be active for a wile.

and two my art self esteame was damaged a few days ago because (as always) my rents critisized me saying u fail the usual parents hate u hit u stuff, but they said this time im a half arsed artist! my dad said: "its proof enough u cant get in an art class or that u half effort do these" or corse at the time i never bothered to sign up for art class and i thought art I would be a waist of time cause i never learned anything in middle school art class except from a fellow student Jake N. and it got me to shade and thats the thing that got me to draw so much better, but anyways i went to the art teacher the next day with all my best art (mind u i DID have elaborately colored and real item drawings there, like one a car and two the color of a girl running through a cave with the opening for the cave behind her the sun pooring in a waterfal lights reflecting bla bla bla) but she said i dont understand color theory at all AND i dont draw real life items! how much more real can u get than a car with the reflections and stuf! (i also had a windex bottle and bleach and plants from middle school art in there) but she said id never have enough knowlage to get to art II!

and the thing is even if i went to ringling (an art school for a week they even teach u to draw with ur eyes closed!, and its like uber advanced) she said i wouldnt be able to learn color theory

TWO WHAT THE HELL IS ART?! Is it not what someone loves to draw and does best does it HAVE to be colored or real?! i mean wth?! I dont care what she wants Its my art and my way its what i do best. so wat if im not all around? (even though i kinda am) i just prefer easy black and white mechanical pencil on drawing pad paper drawings. sigh makes me think society is riged (which it is lol)

anywhos to get imput i must ask would any deviant here think just because they arnt all around they should have to learn things that wouldnt be in any way helpful to there style of art? Like would u take the time to learn an art form u have no interest in? sigh.. (also i think the art teacher is sexist? in the year book pic of art club only one guy (which is very feminine) was in the club. thats just stupid) anyways woopy i got ego damage lol

anywhos plz coment. if not could i ask for opinions on what to do (even if they are like stop whining.) thanks for reading see yas!